now is the month of november 2009...
exactly 1 year ago...rooling back backwards towards 2008..
i jz finished my o levels...
so fast...
i see those ppl having graduation night...
i know hw they feel...
its the feeling of achievement...
feeling of u have already completed yr mission...
yr purpose of going to secondary skool...
so fast...bt as time goes near towards their results...
abes laaa...anxiety,fear,excitement...
all emotions in one body...power...
hahah...
anyway...i feel time is very fast...
nw oredy sunday...tmr da monday...skool again..pfft..
repeated cycles la ehh...
exactly one year ago...
i remembered wooing a gerl whom i was interested...
haha...funny times...
i didnt know i was so desperade to get a gerl...
well tats bec i never had one wad...
so i was like raring to have one...
to know how it feels like to have one...
mcm cool gitu...
well...in d end...
i couldnt get her...could nt hold on into her...
sad...if only...if only i could hold on...
bt...oh well!
the past is the past...
as i sit down at the couch...
i sometimes think abt wad i have done last time...
wad i could have done to prevent this lost...
i was ber-fasafalah...(i learnt this word jz now)
anyway i feel i wasnt good enough fer her...
so might as well let go kan...
nw i feel free!!!!
hahahahahaha...
hidop mesti mau relaz beb...after tat experience...
i wanted to change,.,,
i wan to like life live to the fullest...
i dowan one sad moment to ruin my life...no way!
i may have some sad moments and all...bt overall...
being sad is jz boring...
n it waste ur muscle power...
it takes 21 muscle to be sad...
it takes jz 15 muscle to smile...
haha
i thnk la...im nt tat sure though,,,
oh well!
ok then...have a great november!
oh ya...i jz wanna wish lamri bin kaiser a great belated bdae!
happy bday uh berok!
n also to solehah la ehh...
happy bdae la dudette!
n also rozzie...
n also ellysaa...
n also faizah pri skool classmate...
also lahm(the german left back)
also sent my condolances to the recently departed german gk...
enke...kinda sad when i read his story n arcticle abt him...