i feel so sad...
cause why??
i jz heard my grandmother is in hospital...
im so worried abbt her...
who doesnt worry abt their own grandparents kan??
she was always advising me to study...
to sembayang...
tkmo luper kan ALLAH...
tkmo kurang ajar dgn org yang tua....
i miss her kisses...
i miss her hugs...
i miss her warmth....
im jz hoping she is alright...
she was alright the last time i saw her when she was healthy...
bt when i saw her recently...
she is so thin...
she lost alot of weight...
the sight of her being sad...
jz make me very sad...and worried...
haish...i wish i culd do something...
im nw home wif my bro...
my parents when to malaysia hospital to visit her...
i cant due to skool...
haish...
i wish her well...amin

this is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo pissing me off...
i cant enter facebookkkkkkkkkk
fml laaa...
fyl laaaaa
why!!!!!!????
kenape????
it states tat its under maintainance...
your head uh!
so long maintain!
skali i kena block...
i jz create new acc...
then log off...
nw cant log in...its like so...
irritating!!!!!
cb....
im so angry...
bingitt!!!
sheesh....
i shld make new email...
fb.hates.me@hotmail.com...hahah!
randomness...
anyway....

on friday we went jamming...
somewhere la...
ahaha...it was fun...
my ears oredy pekak...
i gt temporary hearing problems/loss...
haha...so talk to me must shout k...
haha...i talk to my fren almost shouting uh...hahah!
on sat i went soccer...
wif pakcik sat...ok la...
tired uh...den started to rain...
i gt home...then raya...

on sunday match,...
won 2 mathes n lost 1...
i gt a brace...so dedicate the goals to someone la..
hahah
anyway...
while i was tackling the ball...
i gt injured...
my old wound open up...
nw my legs very painful...
everytime water touch the wound...i shout n cry in pain...really...
its super painful sia!
damm..
as of nw,its painful...argh...
y??
i scared nana la nanti...
pedeh nyerrrrr...
don pt chilli please...
if put chilli on my wound,id b crying while slipping...hahahah!
tmr i gt chalet uh...confrm fun...i hope,..hahaha...
no pics to post...
all at facebook...shit,...
ohya my time table came out...
kinda ok la..hahahah
oh perigi!

ohya...at moment of boredom....
we go prank amin...
although it was lame...kinda a failure..hahaha
we call n beri salam,
n ask...
'adakah ini AMINO FERRERRO COMTEMPLETO?'
after dat,we were laughing so badly...
amin was like blur2 although i think he noe it was us...
then we say we like his personalililility...
n he was very BOOMZ...hahah!
kekek...oh well...at least he knew we were kidding..some ppl too sensitive uh
chilla bete!haha


haish...life is fun...
bt kinda boring...
i wan hols end fast...
so bored...
ntg to do...
haiya...
i wish she was back here...
mcm a song nie...
i wish u,would miss me....
like the way i missed uuuuu...
haha...i noe the chorus jer
oh well takdir kan...sedih uh takdir nie...
tkper la...i ntg to write...
adious amigous amiroso!

ok...nw fer news updates on shafiq...
since iskandar shah is so eager to know hw my life has been these few days...
i will update...cause as u can see on ur left...he wants me to update my blog...
so here goes my updating...
bt i need to refresh my memories...
cause since on friday to today...
my days kinda hectic...
n nw...
im very pissed off...
u wan noe why??
cause stonecold said so!hahah
no la...
cause i cant log in my face book!
this is super frustrating!
u wann noe y?
cause...
all my rayer pics at facebook...
my family,cuz tagged me...
i haven see hw the pics like...
my classmates pic...
my beloved 5N'sssss
all those pics...
i haven see!
the video kekek...i haven see...
the pics wif my frens from bopleh fc...
the video of me singing!
damm..i haven see u noe!
im like super sianed..shit...
ok...

on fridae...i went rayer uh...
wif my soccer mates...bpfc!
then...
there was azri,me,irfan ramos,irfan josh,syazni,akid
syuk blajar,hamdan,rhazin tong/belo and amin
khairee n zat n shahril joined later on...
then it was fun actually...
we stayed quite long after one house...cause we want to enjoy ourselves...
anyway...
i gt the pics bt its on facebook!
n i cant log in!
damm it...
i go karaoke at 12 am at akids house...gerek!
i ferst time karaoke bt i like super high n on uh...
i sang bon jovi n all...
hai selamat rayer!hahah...the song i sang will tickle u...jz ask them!...
u wan watch go fb...gt the ketchup song which is super susah the song...
before tat...our group naek bus 358 tau...at 1130 pm...
then we were alone in the bus...aper lagy!
i say camwhore la!
kiter amek gamba kalah kan pompuan!hahahah
seriously..alot la..then we took a pic behind the bus...
the person was irfan ramos...
he took the pic...skali bus brake kuat...
n dier tercampak...n tercampak literally...
jauh per.!
kalah kan long jump!hahaha...

then on sunday...maen bola wif them la...
gerek!
lepas kiter abes...
we went to mcd la...
we wanted MEGA mcspicy...
then we came uo wif lame names...
i ask the auntie...
can i have one megazord...upsize uh...
hahah!
kekek per...
the some ask fer megawati...wth...kiter tkder kejer sia...
then some megatron...tros bumblebee...
mampos...transformers tk da link langsung...
then when we gt the food...
we shld go second floor by the stairs...inside mcd la...
bt we didnt...
with the tray...
we went outside mcds n took the escalator...
n all the ppl there were like staring at us!
bt as i was goin up,i was like laughing sia...
it was hilarious!
hahahha!cannot tahan la..
at mcd also...nk makn tkle tau...
we joked2 till i nearly spitted out my coke...damm funny...
oh well...
oh perigi!
a day full of hilarious moments n words spoken wrongly...
ppl say merajuk...bt a fren of mine say merajek..hahah
n i drank water like i was shocked...so i kinda drink then spilled out...
funny!...
oh well!
i will try get to fb n upload all the pics...
abt bpfc,5ns and video of me karaoke!


anyway....although all of these were fun...
i still feel something is missing...
someone is missing...
haish...
if only she is there by my side right now...
i missed her...miss her head on my shoulders...
haish...i regret tat i didnt do much to fight for her...
haiya!
nevermind..there is noway all these gonna ruin my positive lifestyle...
hidop mesti mau happy kan..yeah!