so stresss...

mondae is my exams!!

argh!!

i super nervous n scared!!

i swear it!

hmm...

then floorball also...

gt selection...

only 25 players will be selcted...

ive gt no background on floorball...

bt i do hope i can make it to the team uh...

looks like i need to invest on a new floorball stick...

who have uh??

can lend it to me??

hmm...

then trng i broke someones stick!!

a person who is pro...

i broke it!

damm...i feel super guilty...

he was my former team mate cmp...

n im like shit!

how sia...

it cost abt 100 plus...hw to pay!

nw i feel super duper ultra guilty....

dammm....

why me???

so far my bdae...my family yet to give me anything...

its ok la...they sacrifiece alot...y shafiq??

think abt myself oni...sheesh...

then its kinda sad la...

mcm a starting a stranger...

then become frens...

then good frens....

then more than frens...

then frens...

then the finale blow...a stranger once again...

so its very sad dat it had to be this way...

the onli regret??

myb jz gonna miss those times last time...

which i doubt will happen again in the near future...

goodluck stranger in yr future...

ohya...btw anybody have calculator??

i need it fer my exams uh..i don hv calculator!!

damm!!im so nt ready fer exams!!

Labels: do u remember me n our beautiful affair look at my eyes and honestly tell me has our love gone?

it wasnt the best of birthdaes

as in no presents n all...

no party...

bt to have frens to remember my birthdae...

im jz so very happy oredy...

so i wanna tank to all those who sms me fer their bdae wishes yea!!

wah...kinda ferst time alot ppl wish me...

so im kinda moved la...

some of them sms me their wish...

i was kinda teary actually...

im moved by their encouragement n all!!

yeah!!

the ferst to sms me was iskandar shah!

tankz ehh!!

then the present,the oni one dat gave to me was nurain!

tankz fer the gift aite!

i appretiate it alotz...

i will treasure dat gift ain!

dat i promise!

so creative yet simple...

then meiyu frm my class was the ferst to wish bdae to me as poly classmate..

haha...tankz!

then gt alot sms la...

i wan tell to those who sms me rite,...

i saved ur sms u noe!!

it may be a simple sms la..bt i save it fer rememberance!!

yeah!!

words jz cant describe hw happy and grateful i am towards u all...

walauwei...u all help me pull thru the most difficult moment...

the weakest point at time u all help me chin up n march on...

tankz ehh...

and to make me happy and laugh2...i appretiate it sia...

serious...

so im gonna list down those who sms me la...

tankz to:

isk shah,ezzati,nurain,my mom,my pops,zi hui,gladys,fashah,niz,isk nas,syafiq,solehah,amin,sinead,zahidah,farah hanis,syazni,taufiq,nadhirah,azri,saifudin,fatin,khairee,meiyu,1b/22,adilah,shafiqah,sakinah,izzat,hamdam,razin...

haha...alot more la...bt these are some names la...

jz wanna sae dat even though u all didnt give presents n all...

having u all in my life is the best ever present aite!!

yeah!!

Labels: tankz fer the wishes...

todae...25th may...

is da last dae i live as a 17 year old boy...

no more sms as a 17 year old...

no more talking to me as a 17 year old...

no more meeting me as a 17 year old...

no more calling as 17yr old

no more everything related to me as a 17 year old..

can watch m18 movies!

can buy cigarate legally..

can take drivers licence

can take motor license...

sms me as an 18 year old...

call me as an18 year old..

alot laa...

bt im gonna miss 17...

it may hv its ups downs...

bt i will remember the ups oni la...

tankz to my frens who made my life more colourful...

fer cheering me upp...

so good of u all la...

haha...

well...i don expect anythig la

myb jz from my parents la...haha!

ok...

this is my last post as a 17 year old then!!

haha...tankz u guys fer making life 'interesting'

now i wan to sae something

i wanna thank a couple of pplwho has help me go thru a rough patch...

i wan to thank syazni,azri,amin,the bopleh members,those who were willing to litsen to my problems,gladys,solehah,my mum, alot la...

they all like help me so much sia...

tankz uh u all...

i now noe the truth...

so id jz keep quiet...

im nt gonna make a big deal out of it...

bt im gonna hunt dat guy...

d pussy boi...

nw i noe hw he looks like...

a face of pussy...

nevermind...if i ever see him at pasir ris...

jz watch out...im gonna whoop his ass...

n im gonna whoop his ass...

enuf of it...

the truth hurts n jz live wif it...

the truth is enuf fer my present...

a great present...

hmm...nothing much la to sae...well...i gt pics of class do the practical...

making concrete...cool...

i post soon uh...

well...

im bored so i tell u story lorr

its abt the word take care la...

ppl always like to sae take care rite...

which im sure u also la...

then a story made me kinda fear the word la..

haha...crap story bt i share2 la...

hmm...

there is a boi la...

he study at university...

his father a very famous politition...

alah politic stuff...

n if they hav children they always compare rite...

this guy...he study2 still cant make it...

too stress la...

then his father pressure him like hell la...

sae u need to be better than them n all...

n he cant take it...

so one dae...

he call his parents...

he sae to them...

he is ok n all...;

usually he jz put down the phone...

bt this time he go sae to his parents

mom dad...take care yeah...

next thing...

the parents got a call dat their sons dead...

sad sia...

so i kinda scared ppl sae take care...

its a sign dat the person gonna do something...

haha...

so be careful wif anyone saying take care to u...

it may mean something...

Labels: congrates...i hate u

don ask me y...

bt im jz in a sour mood...

i feel stupid...

though i hate ppl call me stupid...

bt i really do feel im stupid...

y u mite ask...

donnoe...

i jz feel stupid...

stupid to fall fer it...

stupid fer believing in it

stupid in giving myself hope

stupid in everything...

damm...

Shafiq mah...

start letter s...

like s fer stupid...

damm...i feel so angry...

so sad...bt more of frustration...

i may laugh2 wif my frens...

bt alone...im jz so frustrated...

haish...enuf of it...

i jz wanna litsen to song the used

the title??

goodbye to u...

freaking nice...

im gonna litsen sampai puas uh...

and hearts burst into fire...dats wad i feel...

the lyrics??

i noe little2 jer

from the way that acted to the way that i felted

it wasnt worth my time

blah2 blah2 blah2

idk

GOODBYE TO U GOODBYE TO U

UR TAKING UP MY TIME GOODBYE TO U GOODBYE TO U

repeat2 la...i lazy la write

nw fer other story

u noe the visual liser at siglap...

well me az n khai go home by the normal siglap route...

n since its a thursdae nite

or malam jumaat...

we like freaked out to see the visual liser on at level one...

walauwei!!

who wan see dat at nite...fuck...scary siol...

i wonder who was studying there...

the com lab level 4 was nt on...

bt nw its level 2 toilet...gerl toilet!!

argh!!im freaked out oredy...damm...so scaryy sia...

oni me khai n az noe...

lucky tk dgr org mengilai...

like dat...i cnfrm leg stuck at the ground..haha!

jz to tell u all id be at floorball camp...till sundae...

damm...nite walk again...mendak sia..

ok best...

Labels: goodbye to u ur wasting all my time

hey!

hmm...

gt much to sae la...

hw ehh

i start wif the story of lizard wif orange bellies la

im nt sure abt it bt i heard at radio...

ok it goes like this

there is this particular species of lizard la...

well u noe rite when its mating season...

they find their mates(which is so obvious -_-'')

bt this particular lizard rite...

the female nt interested in a male la...

u noe wad they do??

they go upside down,and show their orange bellies...

cool or wad!it means they nt interested...in short jz reject tat lizard

sedih pe...

bt the world full of lizards wad

so they jz go find another one...

if rejected few metres later find another one...haha!

if oni humans do dat...

if i like a gerl,n the gerl nt interested...

jz show their belly button

imagine them doing dat!haha...

dat be real funny sia...

in fact im laughing while thinking abt it...hahaha

myb i try goin after Emma watson..

i noe conferm kena reject...so i wonder she do the lizard way n show her belly to me..haha

ok2...

nw to scary part la ehh

hmm...jz the other dae...

me and az la go mcd...

at elias la...

then i kena blacklisted at internet...

like i wanna lock in cannot...

knnbccb...

let me repeat dat again...

kah!nie!nah!beh!chow!chie!bye!!

sae tat i do go inside inapropriate sites...

yeah as if im stupid enuf go illegal sites or wad...

i was oni on msn...

then like fed the up la...

me and az go home

then we walk by the siglap run 2.4km la...

the one go up tangga run run run...

go down the stairs...

dats the place...then we bothe talk2 abt siglap la...

then the skool obviously dark la...its like nearly 10pm...

then we saw a room which the lights is on...

the toilet was lighted!!

then we like sial la wads goin on...

nt oni dat...i notice it was 2nd floor...gerls toilet somemore!

walauwei...

then we like...

skali fatimah rocker eh??

skali kiter dgr org scream ehh??

alamak bulu ternaik la...

mcm scary la...

the mere sight of the toilet brightly switched on is scary

not oni dat!

u noe the toilet at com lab??

the toilet which was never open b4??

it was also switched on!

and we were like...

wtf is goin on man...tat toilet was never open b4 sia

not once in my siglapian life...

cause ader la story2 nyer

want to noe ask me...i gladly tell u the history of the unopen com lab toilet

siak uh...u noe rite the toilets like auto switch off after a certain amt of time

like the skool cnfrm close at 5pm...then at 10 still open sia the light...

im speachless...

skali the ghost of the gerl still haunts tat place...

fuh...

Labels: lizards wif orange bellies and haunted toilets

walau wei..

i kena scolding from my father abt always goin home late...rabak or wd...

sabar jer...

well...

i go home at 4am...like obvious kan kene marah...

bt i jz feel im big enuf wad...18 soon yet im still under my parents control...

i wan freedom laaa...

siak uh...

well..i always lepak2 bt im nt the typical type yg lepak...

the ones who play guitar bawah blok,hisap rokok n all...

they all too overated la...

we lepak discuss abt religion,the world changing and soccer n skool...

see...this is the real way..aha..

bt kena scolding rabak...damm...

haish...another 2 weeks ehh...

my wish is to jz get back to her...dat b my best present ever..wahaha

bt i doubt it ever happen...

cause y??

last year...my bdae was drg o levels mother tongue...

then my wish was to get A1 fer my bdae..

then suddenly gt C6...

damm...see...bdae wishes never come true...haha

bt i hope my wish come true...i really2 do...

haish...

Labels: sweetheart ur sadly mistaken

Wah wah wee...

the last post was april...nw its may...long time yeah...

sorie la never post...

don blame me...

blame the internet..

blame the projects...

blame the assgnments..

blame everything else except me...

haha...actually my fault la...

oh well..

wad to do...

im a lazy buger wad..

i get bored easily...

nw i lazy post...

i do wan to post...bt lazy...

so don blame me...

blame my laziness...

haha...

well..

its been difficult to adapt la...

i mean its very diff la...

no holidaes drg vesak dae...

like wth...

the lecture told us this..

'u think wad??u at secondary skool uh??u at poly la...u all wear home clothes...so dat means hv skool la...'

alamak...like kena shoot at my heart..

shit..n mondaes skool from 9am to 5pm...

knnbccb la...

somemore gt ectp...

lecture 3 hours...damm...

argh...

well...

the bright side of it??

hmm...i join a couple of cca la...

i join floorball,rock-climbing and sports club...

i wan join paintball,muay thai n another la...

a lot cca siol...argh...

gt the floorball camp next fridae...

from fridae to sundae...yeah...

look foward la...naek kan namer sp floorball la...

cheydebah...

i try to update more often la...

im nt like my classmates la...

they all blog during lecture!!haha

maut kapa...

Labels: goodbye goodnight for good my love

Name-->SHAFIQ
i was born at 26 may 1991 at 6.45pm
skool : park view -> SIGLAP SEC!!! -> SINGAPORE POLY!!
ppl sae im blur2..ppl sae i act belo...ppl sae im slege..bt really...im jz normal..like to laugh,i mean alot..n distubing ppl also..so im a public nuisance sometimes..
in short im jz myself la... e-mail---> shafiq_gerrard08@hotmail.com

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