me n kid

tackling

vc n c

the team

i was presented this...im touched...

i love my familyy...
seriously i love them...
bt as time goes by...
things happen...
i donnoe why this happens...
haish...
i wish i cld jz let it out...
i cant...
this problem...
it cant be unwind...
i wish i had done something to avoid it from happening...
bt i cant...
haish...
he says its all gonna be same as usual...
bt as i think and ponder...
i think tat it will be differnt soemhow...
im scared...
im scared tht this problem will chnge my views of life...
im scred this will affect my studies...
my attitude twards life...
my feelings towards my family...
i wish this was a a nightmare in which i can wake up...
i only wish..
oh well...
this problems has hampered my happiness of yst soccer match...
bt i feel yst soccer match was great!
it marks our ferst aniversay of our team...
n u know wad they did?
they gave me a captain arm band! awww...so sweet of them...
im really honoured to have received sch recognition from the team...
im very proud to have lead the team to victory and yes...
im proud to have frens like them...
it doesnt matter if we win or lose...
bt we win n lose as a team...
its the bond between the players which is more
impt...
tats wad i feel...
yeah! anyway tankz guys fer the game..!

ok this week is MST...
which means mid sem test la...
damm...fer 2 consecutive days...
i slept at 3 am anf wake up at 630am...
n the worst part is...
i didnt get to sleep in d toilet!
im sorry bt its jz my normal routine la...
like a must...
its a habit..
i feel weird nt sleeping..
no choice la...exams mah...
well..
so far 2 paper down...
BS and LAW...
im kinda scared fer all paper...
hhaha...
nvrmind... 1 paper left...
ECTP!
i hate tat module...bustow btol...
hahahaa...
so many drawings and construction procedure...hahah
oh well..exams mah...
nxt week holidays!
at longgggg last!
holidays!
omg!
i cant beliieve its the hols!
hahaha...
sheesh...
comeon la guest....
u want treaten ppl or me or my friends...
think twice...
i learnt law la...
n i can sue u fer assault..haiyo...
so jz give up...
ok best...
im lazy to update...
i really think i shld change the blogskin uh...
u go recommend to me one uh..hahah
ok besst!
enjoy the hols!
oh n wish me luck fer test!
i sooooooooooooooo need it!
:)

now is the month of november 2009...
exactly 1 year ago...rooling back backwards towards 2008..
i jz finished my o levels...
so fast...
i see those ppl having graduation night...
i know hw they feel...
its the feeling of achievement...
feeling of u have already completed yr mission...
yr purpose of going to secondary skool...
so fast...bt as time goes near towards their results...
abes laaa...anxiety,fear,excitement...
all emotions in one body...power...
hahah...
anyway...i feel time is very fast...
nw oredy sunday...tmr da monday...skool again..pfft..
repeated cycles la ehh...
exactly one year ago...
i remembered wooing a gerl whom i was interested...
haha...funny times...
i didnt know i was so desperade to get a gerl...
well tats bec i never had one wad...
so i was like raring to have one...
to know how it feels like to have one...
mcm cool gitu...
well...in d end...
i couldnt get her...could nt hold on into her...
sad...if only...if only i could hold on...
bt...oh well!
the past is the past...
as i sit down at the couch...
i sometimes think abt wad i have done last time...
wad i could have done to prevent this lost...
i was ber-fasafalah...(i learnt this word jz now)
anyway i feel i wasnt good enough fer her...
so might as well let go kan...
nw i feel free!!!!
hahahahahaha...
hidop mesti mau relaz beb...after tat experience...
i wanted to change,.,,
i wan to like life live to the fullest...
i dowan one sad moment to ruin my life...no way!
i may have some sad moments and all...bt overall...
being sad is jz boring...
n it waste ur muscle power...
it takes 21 muscle to be sad...
it takes jz 15 muscle to smile...
haha
i thnk la...im nt tat sure though,,,
oh well!
ok then...have a great november!
oh ya...i jz wanna wish lamri bin kaiser a great belated bdae!
happy bday uh berok!
n also to solehah la ehh...
happy bdae la dudette!
n also rozzie...
n also ellysaa...
n also faizah pri skool classmate...
also lahm(the german left back)
also sent my condolances to the recently departed german gk...
enke...kinda sad when i read his story n arcticle abt him...

oh ya...i want to add on...watever happen to guest?
one moment he was spamming my blog n another moment...he dissapeared~!
wow!a great magic trick...
i sure hope to learn so of his magic soon...
anyway where is street 11?pfft...
i don even bother..i gt better things to do like..
lets say studying?
yeah im sure tats right...anyway to let u noe...
im nt mengumpat or talking behind his back...
cause i don even know who is guest!
so nt my fault..yeah! charlo bete!
and yeah la...
my blog berabuk uh...
so i jz lap2 sini saner...n yeah!
da bersih la kan..hahah!
:D

i feel so sad...
cause why??
i jz heard my grandmother is in hospital...
im so worried abbt her...
who doesnt worry abt their own grandparents kan??
she was always advising me to study...
to sembayang...
tkmo luper kan ALLAH...
tkmo kurang ajar dgn org yang tua....
i miss her kisses...
i miss her hugs...
i miss her warmth....
im jz hoping she is alright...
she was alright the last time i saw her when she was healthy...
bt when i saw her recently...
she is so thin...
she lost alot of weight...
the sight of her being sad...
jz make me very sad...and worried...
haish...i wish i culd do something...
im nw home wif my bro...
my parents when to malaysia hospital to visit her...
i cant due to skool...
haish...
i wish her well...amin

this is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo pissing me off...
i cant enter facebookkkkkkkkkk
fml laaa...
fyl laaaaa
why!!!!!!????
kenape????
it states tat its under maintainance...
your head uh!
so long maintain!
skali i kena block...
i jz create new acc...
then log off...
nw cant log in...its like so...
irritating!!!!!
cb....
im so angry...
bingitt!!!
sheesh....
i shld make new email...
fb.hates.me@hotmail.com...hahah!
randomness...
anyway....

on friday we went jamming...
somewhere la...
ahaha...it was fun...
my ears oredy pekak...
i gt temporary hearing problems/loss...
haha...so talk to me must shout k...
haha...i talk to my fren almost shouting uh...hahah!
on sat i went soccer...
wif pakcik sat...ok la...
tired uh...den started to rain...
i gt home...then raya...

on sunday match,...
won 2 mathes n lost 1...
i gt a brace...so dedicate the goals to someone la..
hahah
anyway...
while i was tackling the ball...
i gt injured...
my old wound open up...
nw my legs very painful...
everytime water touch the wound...i shout n cry in pain...really...
its super painful sia!
damm..
as of nw,its painful...argh...
y??
i scared nana la nanti...
pedeh nyerrrrr...
don pt chilli please...
if put chilli on my wound,id b crying while slipping...hahahah!
tmr i gt chalet uh...confrm fun...i hope,..hahaha...
no pics to post...
all at facebook...shit,...
ohya my time table came out...
kinda ok la..hahahah
oh perigi!

ohya...at moment of boredom....
we go prank amin...
although it was lame...kinda a failure..hahaha
we call n beri salam,
n ask...
'adakah ini AMINO FERRERRO COMTEMPLETO?'
after dat,we were laughing so badly...
amin was like blur2 although i think he noe it was us...
then we say we like his personalililility...
n he was very BOOMZ...hahah!
kekek...oh well...at least he knew we were kidding..some ppl too sensitive uh
chilla bete!haha


haish...life is fun...
bt kinda boring...
i wan hols end fast...
so bored...
ntg to do...
haiya...
i wish she was back here...
mcm a song nie...
i wish u,would miss me....
like the way i missed uuuuu...
haha...i noe the chorus jer
oh well takdir kan...sedih uh takdir nie...
tkper la...i ntg to write...
adious amigous amiroso!